yikes

So it's been a pretty intense few days, emotionally. I've been swinging back and forth from fear to happiness to mild depression to outright elation.

I still have some issues to work out, I admit it. I need to figure myself out, even though I'm scared to really look in the mirror these days. If I don't, my unexamined feelings will flare up when I'm stressed or tired, like they did the other night. For now, I'm going to try to do baby steps while trying to get my working life back in gear... Hopefully the holiday will bring a little down time for real self-reflection.

In news from the world that matters, the city has been covered in fog for days and I couldn't be happier. I love the fog, it is strangely comforting to me. I love its closeness, it's coolness on my face, I love how it changes the way things sound. I could walk in the fog forever.

Hmm, not quite the update I was expecting to make; I'll try for something more interesting in a day or two...now it's time to get my procrastinating ass to bed. Night...