Too much to say, too much to ask
I have been away too long.
In the time I've been away I've grown skinny, grown fat again, and now am equalizing back to where I was in February.
In the time I've been away I've been petrified with fear about my abilities as a leader and as an artist, felt the happiness and pride of success, gained a lot of confidence about my work and my own potential, and seen the mountain of things I can improve.
In the time I've been away I've had my personal life fall to pieces around me, and had it fly back together -too quickly- with a new person; I experienced the unbelievable joy of that relationship, and had it fall apart again because I was nowhere near ready to think straight about my own feelings and therefore a new relationship. Now, more grounded, I'm back with the girl I've been in love with for almost 4 years now.
In the time I've been away my grandfather died, and I realized how important my distant relatives are to me.
In the time I've been away I think my dad is going to become a dad again; soon he'll be moving in with his girlfriend and her daughter.
In the time I've been away I've never been more uncertain of my future, but excited by the fact that anything can happen.
In the time I've been away I've found -and lost- a few very good friends, and I don't really know whether to be happy or sad.
In the time I've been away I've been home for about a month.
In the time I've been away, I've found home more times than I can really remember.
Now I just might be back. We'll see.
In the time I've been away I've grown skinny, grown fat again, and now am equalizing back to where I was in February.
In the time I've been away I've been petrified with fear about my abilities as a leader and as an artist, felt the happiness and pride of success, gained a lot of confidence about my work and my own potential, and seen the mountain of things I can improve.
In the time I've been away I've had my personal life fall to pieces around me, and had it fly back together -too quickly- with a new person; I experienced the unbelievable joy of that relationship, and had it fall apart again because I was nowhere near ready to think straight about my own feelings and therefore a new relationship. Now, more grounded, I'm back with the girl I've been in love with for almost 4 years now.
In the time I've been away my grandfather died, and I realized how important my distant relatives are to me.
In the time I've been away I think my dad is going to become a dad again; soon he'll be moving in with his girlfriend and her daughter.
In the time I've been away I've never been more uncertain of my future, but excited by the fact that anything can happen.
In the time I've been away I've found -and lost- a few very good friends, and I don't really know whether to be happy or sad.
In the time I've been away I've been home for about a month.
In the time I've been away, I've found home more times than I can really remember.
Now I just might be back. We'll see.
posted by Mike at 9:47 AM
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The above was a computer-generated advertisement for an Atlanta escort agency. That really gets me, you know? I mean, how did they know about my passion for escorts from Atlanta?
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