Sinking farther down...

Warning: This is a dreary entry, I apologize.

I think I've descended into a deeper circle of blogger hell....I recently was given the link to an aquaintance who has on his Friends list *so many* of my old schoolmates and their peripheral friends. So not only am I feeling like I've been left out of the loop, but of course the majority of them are/were hardcore academics and as a result are far more eloquent and creative than I could ever hope to be. Blogger envy is really the last thing I thought I'd be worrying about...

In other news, I appear to have been left out by one of my closest friends from school. She recently had a birthday party attended by many old friends and neglected to invite me. Or talk to me since. So I'm trying not to read too much into this, but I can at least assume it's because she's currently living with (wait for it) Rachael, my ex girlfriend. So whether it was discomfort at the prospect of Rachael and I being in the same room together (and in my opinion 3 years is long enough to at least be civil without discomfort), or whether it's something about our actual relationship I don't know. Maybe before she ships off to her parents' place in the interior she'll reply to one of my emails and I'll find out.