Jesus I'm drunk
We were on our respective cell phones, talking with our respective significant others. Both searching for support, I guess. Argh.
Frustrated. And maybe a little angry. And proud. And trying to take the high road. And not really succeeding, I think. I wish it could be easier.
I told a friend a little while ago that I like to think of myself as a good guy, but my history doesn't prove that. Another friend likened my situation to alcoholism, but I don't think that's entirely accurate, although maybe there are elements.
So.
Well.
In the end I had an interesting night, had a chance to touch base with friends and to confront things I should be confronting. Tomorrow is another day. And another night. And hopefully something just as productive but a little happier.
Frustrated. And maybe a little angry. And proud. And trying to take the high road. And not really succeeding, I think. I wish it could be easier.
I told a friend a little while ago that I like to think of myself as a good guy, but my history doesn't prove that. Another friend likened my situation to alcoholism, but I don't think that's entirely accurate, although maybe there are elements.
So.
Well.
In the end I had an interesting night, had a chance to touch base with friends and to confront things I should be confronting. Tomorrow is another day. And another night. And hopefully something just as productive but a little happier.
posted by Mike at 2:14 AM
3 Comments:
I know you're not going to believe me, but - and I repeat - you. are. not. a. bad. guy.
I just wrote a super long comment but deleted it because I'm not sure how much of this is public. But. relationships are hard. You are allowed to chose to not be with someone. That choice has no qualitative vlaue whatsoever.
And trust me, I only like the nice guys. ;)
I'd like to reiterate Caitlin and say you are a nice guy Mike. In fact, a very nice guy. If I was gay...
thanks...
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