well. Now the crunch time is upon us at school and things are revving up for the next two weeks of projects that are due. This is probably the last post for a while, so I thought I'd leave an update.

I'm doing alright, I guess. Although I'm on the verge of losing it a few times a day. How come I never noticed how often people talk about their boyfriends/girlfriends? I realised this evening that I still had a picture of Caitlin on the "wallpaper" of my phone - it's a great picture, and I like it there, but I felt obligated to change it given the circumstances. And then I felt sad changing it. And then I nearly lost it in class.

This schedule isn't helping my emotional wellbeing much. I was telling my dad today on the phone that I'll deal with it after April 27, and should probably mark it in my calendar to make sure it gets done. :)

On the lighter side, there's a lot of support out there for me right now and that feels good. Word is apparently getting around.

Time for bed. Thanks to those who posted last week, I just needed to know someone was out there...

Oh, and to end on a positive note, a joke I was told the other day (we were reading American Buffalo in class, if that serves as explanation):

A businessman is walking down the street in New York and a homeless guy comes up to him and asks for spare change. The businessman looks down his nose at the homeless guy and says
""Neither a borrower nor a lender be. " –Shakespeare."
The homeless guy looks at him and says "Fuck you! –Mamet."